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When she wrote to me, later, she printed the words “no phone”
beneath her return address.
In the desert, when she wanted to talk, she said, she had talked
to a lizard that stayed unafraid at her building site. She had built
the house truly by herself, only occasionally hiring a teenage boy
from a nearby farm when she needed to set beams or do some other
work that required two people. Not having had anyone to talk to
for five years, she talked a lot to me in Germany. I started to think
she could read my mind, because when it would wander, I thought
she would alter the conversation to start talking about what I had
been thinking about.
It was snowing in Stuttgart, and I was not dressed warmly
enough. I can still visualize a country path we walked every day in
the snow to get to the shop. The people at Domberger spoke English
and were wonderful to us. Their method of operation was to trace
artists’ drawings and cut them into film that they adhered on screens
printed semi-automatically by a machine tended by people. There
was no artist’s studio, but the director loaned Agnes his office so she
could pin up proofs and look quietly at them. The only place to pin
them was the back of the door, which occasionally opened, but it
worked out all right.
The paper was the tricky part, but we ended up with a sheet
that took the ink in the right way; adjusting the exact shade of gray
was reasonably fast once Agnes had settled on the paper. We were
there about a week. As we were leaving, both of us thanked everyone
at the shop profusely, and Agnes, shaking hands, saying good-bye,
added reflectively, quietly, “You are all such wonderful people. I can’t
understand how you could have done those things to the Jews.” I
said something different very quickly, hoping they hadn’t heard or
understood the English. They didn’t act as though they had.
I, myself, have been told that “sometimes your mouth speaks
without your brain’s involvement.” I think it happened in Agnes’s
case because of spending a lot of time alone. It happens to me
mostly when I’m heeding the “secret” of this chapter: no preten-
sions. Pretensions are the skins of second-guessing, and shedding
them is not always advisable. But hasn’t nearly every thinking person
(including every thinking German) at one time or another asked
Agnes’s question, if only in his or her own mind? I showed an early
draft of this chapter to Pat Steir and asked if she thought I should
include Agnes’s question. “What the Germans did is so monstrous,”
I said. “I don’t believe it could ever happen again.”
“We could do something like it,” she replied. “A lot of money
right now is pouring into trying to develop a massive cult mentality
here.”
When I began this chapter, I had intended to focus it wholly
on Pat Steir, a mainstay of our Crown Point artist group and a
long-term friend and influence on me. But when I began thinking
about Steir, Agnes Martin came into my mind, and I started there.
Pat often says in interviews that Agnes Martin, John Cage, and Sol
LeWitt, all of whom she knew, are her three major influences.
Pat Steir was born in 1938 in Newark, New Jersey, with the
name Iris Patricia Sukoneck. Her father’s parents were Jewish immi-
grants from Russia. Their children became lawyers and accountants,
she says, except her father, who went to art school and ended up
with a business designing window displays and neon signs. Her
mother’s parents were Sephardic Jews from Egypt. Steir married
young and took her husband’s surname.
Pat Steir received a B.F.A. from the Pratt Institute in 1962, the
same year I started Crown Point Press. She had quick success in art,
being included in an exhibition that year at the High Museum in
Atlanta and, soon after, 1964, in a show called “Drawings” at the
Museum of Modern Art in New York. She was barely out of school
when, in 1964, she had a one-person show at a respected gallery in
New York. Then, in 1966 she got a job as an art director for the
book publisher Harper and Row. She arranged flexible hours, was
able to continue painting, and became an active member of the New
York art scene.
Until the mid-1970s, Steir contributed to the feminist art
movement by being on the editorial board of the journal Heresies.
She says she did not make feminist art, but in her art she was trying
to escape isolation. “I wanted to be seen simply as an artist, I wanted
to be a contender, an equal,” she said in a 2011 interview with The
Brooklyn Rail, a youthful free newspaper for art and culture. “I think
my existence and survival in art, along with other women of my
generation, has political implications beyond the personal.”
Pat Steir met Agnes Martin a year before I did. In 1971 art crit-
ic Douglas Crimp, a friend of Pat’s, had rounded up some Martin
paintings for an exhibition at the gallery of the School of Visual
Arts in New York. The show was reviewed favorably, and Crimp
received an invitation from Martin to visit her in New Mexico. He
took Pat along, and for the next thirty-three years she continued to
visit Martin frequently, her last visit being a few weeks before Martin
died at the age of ninety-two in 2004.
I met Steir in 1975. Sol LeWitt was doing a project at Crown
Point for Parasol, his third, I think. Feldman’s artists stayed at the
hotel in Oakland, the Leamington, except Sol who stayed in our
guest room. Since he had worked with us when Crown Point was
in our basement, my son Kevin and I saw him as different from
everyone else.
One day near the end of the project, Sol said to me, “I’m
expecting someone. I hope it’s OK if she joins me for a couple of
days.” This is Pat’s version of the story: Sol was working on a wall
drawing at a museum in Los Angeles. She was temporarily teaching
there. Sol invited her to go to Italy with him, with a stop in Berkeley
on the way. The school term was just ending. She packed her bags
and, as he instructed, showed up at our house. She didn’t at first
even know why Sol was there, but when she saw what we were doing
with etching, she told me later, she started trying to figure out how
she could work with us.
Two years after that, in 1977, Pat Steir arrived at Crown Point
Press to make a print to be given by a museum to its contributors.
Pat and I had liked each other right away, and though I was still
working mainly for Parasol Press, I was glad to have an opportunity
to take that small job. Fortunately for me, it didn’t turn out to be
small. “I did many prints,” Pat told Constance Lewallen in a 1991
interview for View, “and I was on the telephone calling other print
publishers, trying to get somebody to publish the other prints, and
Kathan told me she would publish them.”